I’m usually not one to talk about religion but I’m so thankful that God is in my life. This whole Junior year I kept thinking that everything was alright, but in the end I was wrong. I’ve been so depressed about everything and I finally fell apart at the seems. Thankfully I have a wonderful and loving sister who will always be there to guide me even when I don’t want the help. Thank you so much and I love you so much! <3 Thank you God for providing me with an amazing sister!

I didn’t realize how miserable I’ve been this whole time. I’ve been bottling up my emotions to the point where I think that I’m happy. Truth is I’m not. Even my parents see how I’m not myself and I hate to admit it but I agree with them. For the first time I let everything out. I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. 

I don’t know if you girls know this but there is a thing called a shirt that is supposed to cover up your boobs.

Parents are fighting again… when will it ever stop. I hate coming home. I hate staying home. I hate coming to a home where there is constant fighting. When will it end..

The one thing that I’m looking forward to during senior year is gradnight! It seems super fun and exciting :) I know that next year will be filled with memories so I’m hoping that this will tie it up.

It’s not fair or right for some asshole to say mean things about my friend. He’s just jealous because he can’t even hold up a relationship with a girl. Next time he wants to say shit about my friend I’m going to rip out his balls, chop them up into tiny pieces, put it in a blender, and make him eat it.

Don’t mess with my friends. enough said.